Sunday, March 6, 2011

Safar Mohabbaton ka.....



Kaafi dinon baad phir ankhon ko nazara mila aur dil ko surur, ehsaasaath ko kaif nasib hua...jo dil ulfaton ki zameen say say hut gaya...jo dil ulfaton ki aarzu may mit gaya...jo khud ulfaton may but gaya...us dil ki be chaini ko chain nasib hua.....jinka safar ho mohabbaton ka unhen mohabbaton ki hi talaash hoti hai...unko wahi nazara shaad kar sakta hai..unke qaraar ka raaz unhi mohabaton may pinhaan hai....


kaii saalon baad chund haseen log mile jinka husn hi mohabbat hai...unke cheheron say nazar huti nahi...vo dil may mehfuz hogaye...ache lage.....sache lage....dil phir say un dinon ki sair per niklne ko machal utha jub humaari mulaqat us paimaane say huii jo chalak kar hum may samaa gaya...vo jaam abhi talak hum may chalak raha hai..chalakta rahega...


Ye ek shaadi ki mehefil thi..jahaan sab pure lagan say sab ki khidmaton may jutey huye they..halaanke thakan say choor they..magar us ki perwa kiye baghair sab ki zaruraton ka khayaal rakh rahe they...us mehafil say mera koii rishta nahi tha, magar mujh say vo ek atut rishta bana gaye ,khulus-o-inkisaari ka...jaane kyon mere dil ko vo itna mutasar kar gaye...jaisey duniya say be-zaar ek dil ko zindgi ki talaash ho..aur usey zindgi mil jaaye..bilkul aisa tha vo mahol..aur mai bhul gaii ke mai kaun hun aur meri kya kaifiyet thi apne halaath ko le kar.....dil un sab ki mohabbaton ke nazaare may doob kar chund palon ke liye apni aziyeten bhul gaya....


Ya khuda tuune apne khazaane adam ke hi seeney may chupa rakhe hain....aur admi ko uski khabar hi nahi....jinhen zindgi say hai gila gar unhen zindgi mil jaaye phir saara gila jaata rahe....magar zindgi mile kaise....uske liye khud per say nazar hutaani hogi....un dilon ki sair karni hogi....jahaan sab ki khushi ki chah hai...jinke liye mohabbat mashal-e-raah hai....


Sameer ye naam sada mujhe bahut door le kar nikal jaata hai...us mehafil may ek naam aisa bhi tha ,Atiq ,tanveera, ghausiya begum, shahnawaaz.....salma samina....ye vo naam hain jinka zikr mere safah--dil per likha jaana zaruri hai....in sab ne her us ferd ki teemaa daari ki jo be-haal they....in sab ki be gharz mohabaton nay mujhe apne derd say door kar diya aur mai un dinon unhi ki hogai..unki khushion may rach bas gaii...admi wahi hai jo dusre ki khushi ka ehtraam kare...apne ghum bhula kar dusrey ke aram ka zariya ban jaaye...bas tou phir...ye tou apna purana pesha hai...


Ye safar mohabbaton ka mohabbaton may hi guzre acha hai....zindgi aakhir chahti hai kya..uski talaash kya hai uski pyaas kya hai.....uski sairaabi ke liye kaafi hai ye nazaara-e-mohabbat..ye nazraana-e-ulfat.....mai na bhulungi un dilon ko jinme sab ke liye eksaan ehtraam hai...sab ke liye eksaa khulus hai...ye mujhey apne murshad mohtaram ki yaad dilaatey hain...ye sab dostaan-e-khuda ke zamre may aatey hain......