yon tou zindgi ne hamesha hi majbur kiya....vo dekha jo na dekhna chaha, vo bhugta jiski kabhi tamanna hi nahi ki, shaayed yehi imtihaan tha, bande ki asli parakh inhi siffak palon say hoti rahi....banda bekhabri may apni fitrat say ladta rehta hai. usey gar ye khabar hoti tou shaayed apni fitrat ke taqaaze pure na kar paata...vo aarzi hota....masnuwaath say bharpur....khud say begaana...sirf ek banawati afsana.....haqeeqat ki khabar sirf usi ko hai jo imtihaan leta hai...aur jo imtihaan deta hai usey imtihaan ki tak khabar nahi hoti...isi bekhabri ke nataayej hain ye aane waale kal ke pal.....jinki ummid ke baghair hi guzar jaate hain ye jaate huye kal ke guzre huye pal....
Allah! Ab aur intizaar ki suli per na latka...ab tou ye khwab pura karde...ab tou koi kal sunehra karde...badi masumiyet say dil ne ye dua ki ...per dil kahaan ye jaanta tha ke duaon ki haqeeqat kya hai...aur dil ki zarurat kya hai...bas umr yon hi basar hoti hai....deewanepan may guzar hoti hai...so saba ne bhi aam dilon ki tarha maangta hua dil hi paaya...khahishen...khwab....umrbhar unhi ka dhudnti rahi jawaab.....pata hi nahi chala kub jawani aai....aur in jawan saalon ne bhi uske dil ke saath khilwad hi kiya...usey hamesha apni giraft may rakha....samjhne bujhne ki muhallath hi na di.....madhoshi naghma bani.....aur deewangi ne hosh may aane hi na diya...bas ...zindgi yon hi kisi ke naam huii...yaane ek deewani ek khamoshi ka jaam huii...
Saba sahi maanon may tab meheki jub usey apne raaz mile....usne apne chaman ke phulon say zindgi seekhi....ye phul us khamoshi ka phal they jo uske shor machaate huye sawalon ka pursukun jawab thi...jahaan zindgi teher gaii thi vo kinara bekaraan sunnata liye huye uske khwabon ke jazeeron ko safa-o-marwa bana raha tha.....usne apne nhanne munne gulon ko bade pyaar say seencha kyon ke maqsad-e-hayaath wahi they...khuda ka sonpa hua raaz yehi they....usme kisi qisam ki kotahi mumkin hi nahi thi....maali ka kaam seenchna tha....Maalik tou maali per nazar rakhe huye tha ke kya meri bakhshi huii amanath ki nigahbaani thik say hoti bhi hai k nahi....so saba ne apne farayez puri tarha nibhaaye....
Magar zindgi ko kuch aur sabaq manzur they....usne mukamal taareekh jo likhni thi....so halaath pesh huye.....ek gul ke hisse may saare chaman ki zimmedaari aaii...us gul ne apni tan mun ki baazi laga kar chaman ki hifazat ki..kahin koi kami na rakhi....dusra gul usi gul ki aghosh may saja sanwra...aur saba us gul ki umrbhar ki ghulaam hoti gaii....us gul ka esaar meraaj paa chuka tha....us gul ke hisse may jitne bhi khaar ugey unhon ne saba ko lahu lahaan kiya....us gul ko tou vo bacha na saki...per uske riste zakhmon ka derd usne saha.....vo lahu jo us gul ki aankhon may munjamid ho chuka tha saba ki aankhon say tapakta raha....ye derd ka bojh kaise uter sakta tha.....ye qarz tha mohabbat ka...iski qeemat lagaai kaise jaasakti thi.....isey chupke chupke nibhaai jaati hai....us gul ka saath beshqeemti tha....warna dastur-e-waqt yehi tha chaman say gul ka bichad jaana...per ye gul tou khuda ka tohfa tha...dua tha so dua hi bana raha...aur saba usi ke saath chaman chaman guzarti rahi...guzarti hai...guzarti rahegi....
