Aain-e-mohabbat

Ek aur tajruba zindgi ka....kisi aur ki zindgi may uthne waale tufanon ka tajziya karna..be-basi ki intiha ko mehsus karna..aye kaash hamaare ekhtiyaar may hota maqbul dua karna..shayed hai bhi..hota bhi...aur hum hain ke khud ko us qaabil banaane ki sayee tak nahi karte..karte bhi kyon kar...humen khud ke ghumon say fursat kahaan...khud ke zakhmon say araam kahaan...yehin tou vo sabaq sikhaaye jaate hain jahaan insaan apni meraj paa sakta hai...aur insaan hona hi is baat ki daleel hai..ke maalik ka karam usi ke bandon ke haathon say karwaaye jaate hain..ke usi ne insaan ko khilaafat dekar duniya may bheja...


Ek dafa baba ne kaha tha ke insaan ko uski ghalatiyon ki saza uski aulaad ke derd say milti hai...ye baat her qadam per yaad ati rahi...maa baap ko jub bhi apni aulad ke ghum may mubtila dekha..kaash saza itni kadi na hoti...nahi nahi ab aisa bhi nahi hai ke insaan ki bardasht say baahar usey koii derd sonpa jaaye....intiha say say pehle uski rehmat ki ibtida ho hi jaati hai kyon ki rab say apne bande ki taklif dekhi nahi jaati...jis tarha maa apne bache ki pehli pukaar per lubbaik kehti hai ..wahi uske ghaffar hone ka sabut hai..wahi uski rahimi aur karimi ki gawah hai...


Gharz pehli chot lagne say peshter hi ehsaas karayaa jaata hai ke hum kub aur kahaan ghalath saabit huye...kub apni gharz ka shikar huye...kub apni zimmedari say peeche hatey..kub apna ferz sahi taur per sahi waqt per nahi nibhaaya...magar vo kaifiyet jo is ehsaas ke dauraan nasib hojaati hai aziyetnaak hoti hai...ke iski lapet may tou saare apne pyaare aajaate hain...aur un pyaaron say hum keh bhi nahi paate ke unki is halaath ke zimmedaar hum hain hum jo unhen jaan say zyada pyaar karte hain wahi unki zindgi say khilwad karte hain....kaash kaash rab is ehsaas ke safar say bhi peshter apne bande ko thaam leta usey haqeeqat safar ki samjha deta......usne badi fursat say soch samajh kar insaan ki takhlikh ki aur uske rubaru duniya ko pesh kar diya...ab insaan apni himaqat ka sabut de tou rab bhi kya kare..bande ki madhoshi ka yehi ek ilaaj hai...aur chot ke lagne ka ehsaas hona is baat ka sabut hai ke abhi zindgi baaqi hai...ab bhi zindgi sanwaari jasakti hai..ab bhi uski mohabbat ko imaan banaya jaasakta hai..ab bhi apne pyaaron ko bachaaya jaasakta hai...

Safar Mohabbaton ka.....

Kaafi dinon baad phir ankhon ko nazara mila aur dil ko surur, ehsaasaath ko kaif nasib hua...jo dil ulfaton ki zameen say say hut gaya...jo dil ulfaton ki aarzu may mit gaya...jo khud ulfaton may but gaya...us dil ki be chaini ko chain nasib hua.....jinka safar ho mohabbaton ka unhen mohabbaton ki hi talaash hoti hai...unko wahi nazara shaad kar sakta hai..unke qaraar ka raaz unhi mohabaton may pinhaan hai....


kaii saalon baad chund haseen log mile jinka husn hi mohabbat hai...unke cheheron say nazar huti nahi...vo dil may mehfuz hogaye...ache lage.....sache lage....dil phir say un dinon ki sair per niklne ko machal utha jub humaari mulaqat us paimaane say huii jo chalak kar hum may samaa gaya...vo jaam abhi talak hum may chalak raha hai..chalakta rahega...


Ye ek shaadi ki mehefil thi..jahaan sab pure lagan say sab ki khidmaton may jutey huye they..halaanke thakan say choor they..magar us ki perwa kiye baghair sab ki zaruraton ka khayaal rakh rahe they...us mehafil say mera koii rishta nahi tha, magar mujh say vo ek atut rishta bana gaye ,khulus-o-inkisaari ka...jaane kyon mere dil ko vo itna mutasar kar gaye...jaisey duniya say be-zaar ek dil ko zindgi ki talaash ho..aur usey zindgi mil jaaye..bilkul aisa tha vo mahol..aur mai bhul gaii ke mai kaun hun aur meri kya kaifiyet thi apne halaath ko le kar.....dil un sab ki mohabbaton ke nazaare may doob kar chund palon ke liye apni aziyeten bhul gaya....


Ya khuda tuune apne khazaane adam ke hi seeney may chupa rakhe hain....aur admi ko uski khabar hi nahi....jinhen zindgi say hai gila gar unhen zindgi mil jaaye phir saara gila jaata rahe....magar zindgi mile kaise....uske liye khud per say nazar hutaani hogi....un dilon ki sair karni hogi....jahaan sab ki khushi ki chah hai...jinke liye mohabbat mashal-e-raah hai....


Sameer ye naam sada mujhe bahut door le kar nikal jaata hai...us mehafil may ek naam aisa bhi tha ,Atiq ,tanveera, ghausiya begum, shahnawaaz.....salma samina....ye vo naam hain jinka zikr mere safah--dil per likha jaana zaruri hai....in sab ne her us ferd ki teemaa daari ki jo be-haal they....in sab ki be gharz mohabaton nay mujhe apne derd say door kar diya aur mai un dinon unhi ki hogai..unki khushion may rach bas gaii...admi wahi hai jo dusre ki khushi ka ehtraam kare...apne ghum bhula kar dusrey ke aram ka zariya ban jaaye...bas tou phir...ye tou apna purana pesha hai...


Ye safar mohabbaton ka mohabbaton may hi guzre acha hai....zindgi aakhir chahti hai kya..uski talaash kya hai uski pyaas kya hai.....uski sairaabi ke liye kaafi hai ye nazaara-e-mohabbat..ye nazraana-e-ulfat.....mai na bhulungi un dilon ko jinme sab ke liye eksaan ehtraam hai...sab ke liye eksaa khulus hai...ye mujhey apne murshad mohtaram ki yaad dilaatey hain...ye sab dostaan-e-khuda ke zamre may aatey hain......

Ajab Muamma hai mohabbat ye........

Ajab muamma hai mohabbat ye....yaad jiski hamesha sataati hai jisko her pal dil chahe..jub vo saamne aajaaye tab jaane kyon nazar milaane say bhi dil dar jaaye...ya sharmaaye..ya yehi moqadar hai un ajab mulaqaton ka...jo achanak zahur pazeer hoti hain ke dil ko chaunkne ki bhi muhalath nahi milti...bas ajab kaifiyet dil ko haasil hoti hai jo bas taari rehti hai..ek surur sa chaaya rehta hai...Ajab mamma hai ye ulfat bhi....Insaan kitna jazbaati hai...uski bas itni si kahaani hai..ek ehsaas kabhi mohbbat ka bas wahi lamha zindgaani hai....


Aksar ehsaas shahid hote hain ajnabion ke jhurmut may koi naya chehra mil jaata hai per us apne ki yaad dilaata hai..bulki wahi apna usme nazar aata hai...ye kaisa ajab rishta hai...ye kaise mil jaata hai....kya waqi ye mil jaata hai..haan ye mil jaata hai...yaqeen kamaal hai..mohabbat be misaal hai...yehi khayaal her lamha saath rehta hai ke koii saath rehta hai...kabhi agar koi kamzor lamha mil jaaye ye hausla ban jaata hai rubaru mil jaata hai...derd ka koii paimaana chalakne bhi nahi deta...koi shab sawaali nahi hoti...kabhi ummid ka suraj dhalne nahi deta...bas sang safar per chalta hai.....Ajab muamma hai mohabbat ye....

Khud dil men rah ke aaNkh se pardaa kare koi 
haan lutf jab hai paake bhi Dhundha kare koi

Saaqi

Mohabbat Soni hai Mohabbat Sheereen hai Mohabat Laila hai, Ishq sirf aur sirf Majnun hai...jisey koi hosh nahi...gar ehsaas hai sirf mehbub ka hai...jiska khwab hai ishq..jiski haqeeqat ishq...jiski chah koi nahi...her lamha jiska masti hai...her din fana jiski hasti hai...vo misl-e-perwana na jala hai pal bhar may....vo chupaye rakhta hai rista lahu apne jigar may...izhaar ki jisko koii zarurat hi nahi...jo sarapa ishq ka hojaye aaina, usko zubaan say kya hai kaam.....ek aisa safar hai ye jis ka musafer tanha hi nahi.....bas her lamha rifaqat hai...her lamha uski qurbat hai...rooh ka jalwa her lamha haasil hai...her lamha uski mehafil hai....pal pal ki khabar dhadkan say dhadkan ko...haal say sab jub vo waqif ho phir khamoshi baaten karti hai.....ahwaal hawaayen sunaati hain.....ehsaas samaa ka samaan hote hain.....dil jinke zikr may unke dooba ho, phir wahi tou mehmaan hote hain..


Ajab tamaasha hai is dil ka...mehafil may chup rehta hai...tanhaii may numaayaan hojaata hai..ye ishq ka pyaala hai aisa saaqi ke haathon say jub chalke, her dil ko saaqi kar jaata hai....

Umar

Log tou aam say insaanon ko bhi jog lene per majbur kar detey hain..ye duniya jiski duhaii deti hai duniya ka hi ghada hua hawwa hai...aur hum hain ke marey jaa rahe hain is fikr may ke log kya kahenge..ye duniya gar aise logon say bhari padi hai tou kahin na kahin chund ache log bhi tou maujud hongey jo kya hua gar humen mile nahi per hain tou...unhi saaf suthre dilon ko niyamaton ki tarha qudrat ne perdon may rakha hai...jub rehmat josh per aajaaye tab ye perdey chaak hote hain..tab inaayet hoti hai...rehmat ko josh may laane waali pukaar....jis dil say bhi nikle rang laati hai..

Kahaan ghalath thi mai..kaise hogaya ye sitam...Maahru num aankhen liye soch may dubi huii baithi thi....ek sarbarah ki haisiyet say sab ki bhalaii ke khayaal ne ek masum ki khahishon say muhallat maangte waqt ye nahi socha ke ye ek nakhatam hone waala waqfa hoga...jisme khamoshi say koii khwab taabir ki hasrath may tanha reh jaayega...us waqt itni door-ras nahi thi uski aankhen jo aane waale waqt ko padh paateen...warna us say ye ghalathi kabhi na hoti...per ab kya hosakta tha...kehte hain tadber say bigdi huii taqdeer bana lete hain log...per usey koi tadbeer sujhaane waala bhi mil nahi saka.....soch tak be-bas thi....aur waqt tamaash-been...


Aalia bachpan say hi ajz-o-inkisaari ka paikar rahi....us ne kabhi koi zid koi maang nahi rakhi kabhi apni maa ke aage...bas jis cheez ka hukum hua kiye gaii....jawaani ke her ehsaas ko balaa-e-taaq rakh kar ilm-o-amal ke maidaan may nabard azma rahi...apne bhaii ka saaya bani..apni maa ka apne waled ka her ishaara hone say bhi peshter vo samajh jaane waali beti bani....aisi Aalia kaise nazar andaaz hogaii .............kahi koii derd chota ya bada nahi hota..derd tou derd hota hai.....jub ek derd aankhon ko muhallath na dey phir koi kuch aur kya dekhe...youn halaath ne ek gul apne khaaron taley chupa liya....


Aaj peeche mud kar dekha tou wahaan wahi muntazar do aankhen dikhaii deen jo pooch rahi theen meri baari kub aayegi...meri khamoshi kub suni jaayegi....Maa ek tumhare siwa kaun sun sakta hai mujhe...aur Maa ne deewaani Maa bhi usey na sunn saki...nahi nahi suna bhi aur ansuna bhi kar diya...nahi nahi ek maa say apni beti ka koi derd kaisey nazar andaz hosakta hai..usne apne derd may uska derd bhi basa liya..usey bhi apbe seene say laga liya..khamoshi maa ka bhi moqaddar thi..usey pareshaan karna nahi aata tha..pareshaan hona, pareshanion ko chupaana ata tha....ke halaath ke shikaanje may vo khud bhi tou jakdi huii thi....is tarha ek dil waqt aur halaath ki zad per khud ko qurbaan karta raha....

Maahru ki duaon ko intizaar hai apne maqbul hone ka...apni noor-e-nazar ki aankhon may sitaare bharne ka..un haseen narm-o-nazuk haathon may mehndi ke rang sajaane ka...surkh jode say sanwri damakti huii Aalia ko aankhon may bhar lene ka....ye intizaar taveel hota jaa raha hai...be basi haawi hoti jaarahi hai hauslon per....khuda jaanta hai ski hikmaton ko...uski hi hikmaton say ghiri huii hai zindgi...usi ke ishaaron per amal paira hain sab....koi qismat baghair uski rehmat ke sanwregi kaise....aur uski rehmat uske mehbub ke sadqe mil jaaye ...yehi iltija hai..yehi dua hai...

umr jalvon men basar ho ye zaruurii to nahiin

har shab-e-Gam kii sahar ho ye zaruurii to nahiin

Waqt

Ek aur saal lamhon sa guzar gaya hum per sey..Hum tehrey rahe qaafiley badhtey gaye...koii padau kabhi aaye tou..koi ghadi sustaaye dil..koi lamha khud ko paaye dil..waqt ki qaid may zindgi sahi waqt ki zad se ye dil kub ka nikal gaya...hum ko tak nahi mila..log jaane kya kehtey hain..kya kya kartey hain..hum rukey fasaaney suntey rehtey hain..Ab kitna tum bologey...kaam adhurey hain kitney...anjaam unhen bhi dena hai..Aghaaz ko manzil milna hai..ek shaam adhuri hai ab tak..ek baat zaruri hona hai..


Surkh aankhon se lapaktey sholey kehtey hain...ye Aaag barson sulgi hai....usey raakh banaane ki khaatir tuu ney mujh ko hi jalaa daala hai...ab chaaron taraf andhera hai aur andar sunnatta hai..acha hua ye tou ekdin hona tha..ibtida, intiha se pehle anjaam paale yehi behter hai..bhatakte panchiyon ko aab-o-daana chahiye ,aashiyaana chahiye ya koii nishaana chahiye...shikaar khud zad-e-sayaad aakar jub keh jaaye....per mere perwaaz meri ....marzi meri ke teri zadd per meri zid aajaaye...


Derd jub laawa ban jaaye aisey may kya kya yaad aaye...vo ghumkhwari ke andaaz kaii...they khulus ke rang naye..dil kyon na ghaayel ho...jub rubaru haq ka saayel ho..ek sailaab junun ka raah paaye..ye kya hai kaun kisi ko samjhaaye...

Nazar

Mr.Paagal ne kabhi kaha tha" mai aksar deewanon ko ghaur se dekha karta hun..kabhi dekha hai unhen ghaur say? kabhi dekha hai unke nazdeek jaa kar? mujhe yaad hai is guftagu ke baad maine jahaan bhi kisi deewana-haal ko dekha un per naza jamaaye rakhi..unki naqal-o-harkat ko ghaur se dekha..ye jo deewane nazar aate hain inhen sab khabar hoti hai..inhen deewana kehne waale deewane hote hain..ye jo hosh se begaane lagte hain inhen utna hi hosh chahiye hota hai ke unke mehbub ki yaad may khud ko jalaaye rakhen...ek Dost ne kisi mehafil may sawaal kiya tha" Batao khuda kahaan pe milta hai ? maine kaha tha khuda tou her tutey huye dil may milta hai..usne muskura ke kaha " khuda tou faqeeron may milta hai, in deewanon may milta hai...waqi maine Rab ka jalwa wahin dekha jahaan aksar kisi ki nazar nahi jaati..vo jisey log perda-e-ghaib kehte hain mahaz aankh ka perda hai..her nazar us perde ko chaak nahi kar paati...jis nazar per nazar-e-inaayet hojaaye phir vo nazar paaleti hai,jahaan siwa uske aur uske rab ke koii aur nahi hota... Deewanon ne bahuton ko deewana banaya hai...in mastanon ne kitnon ko aahon se jilaaya hai...log hijr-o-visaal ke qisse sunaate hain,aahen bharte hain...per ye matwaale dam dam mast qalandar andar hi andar sab ko roshan karte hain..na shauq-e hijraan hai na vasal ka saamaan hai...bas inki duniyavi zindgi mast kharabaan hai...ye mailey kucheley malgaje phatte puraane libaadon may haft-e-aqleem rakhte hain...inke nangey pairon taley qismat jhukti hai...inki bhatakti nazron say wihadaniyet jhalakti hai...ye perwaaney ek umr daraaz maangte hain apne mehbub ke ishq may jal jal jaane ko...soz-o-gudaaz ki luzzaton se laa-perwa bas uski takraar kiye jaate hain....Ye Saraapa ajaz, dil shah-e-do-jahaan, insa ashiq aur koi kahaan, darasal yehi tou hain kibriyaaii ki shaan.. Rab ne bhi apni pehchaan ki raahen wahaan chuni hain jahaan bande ka gumaan na pahunchey..haan jub kisi bande per vo meherbaan hona chahe tab rahbar ko apna zariya bana leta hai, usey apni raahon per bula leta hai...usko apni pehchaan ka patta deta hai..ye us banda-e-khuda ki khush-bakhti hai ke vo deewana na hote huye bhi deewana kehlaata hai...Log deewanon ke qareeb nahi jaate..gar aatey tou samajh bhhi jaate...khuda ne ye perda kyon giraaya hai...ye raaz bandon ki samajh may kub aaya hai...log tou ek dusre se perdey gira ke miltey hain...unse bhala perda-e-qudrat uthey kaise...unki aankhon ko tou bas husn-o-zeenat ki hawas hai..unmay tajaali-e-tuur ki taab kahaan...vo Noor ka nazara-jo aankhon ko karde khaira, inki aankhon se ojhal hi rehta hai...ke Aye bande tujhe tou husn-e-aarzi ki talaash hai...mai tou dayemi hun,mujhe paana hai tou phir khud ko dhona hoga...ghaflaton ke perde hataane honge...mohabbaton may jeena marna hoga...kisi ki khaatir mitna sanwarna hoga...doob doob ke ubharna hoga...ubharne ki shert yon hai , insaan sabuton ka ghulaam hai...Mushahidon ka mohtaaj hai...aane waali nasal ko ye bhi tou bataana hai ke ishq ek aag ka darya hai aur doob ke jaana hai.....