Vo Haseen Safar

Train musafiron se khachakhach bhari huyi thi...platform par chalna dobhar ho raha tha...Ghazala hairan pareshan idhar se udhar ho rahi thi...achanak safar ka program bana tha...isliya reservetion ka to sawal hi nahi uthta...phir aisi halat mey to yeh hona hi tha...na idhar key rahe na udhar ke waala mamla tha....

Usi waqt railway police man farishta ban kar pahuncha aur apni khimti raaye se nawaztey huye kaha"kisi bhi dibbe mey chad jaiye bad mey dekha jayega.......aur koyi chara bhi to nahi tha.so Allah ka naam lekar chad hi gayi vo. 

Dabbe mey sawaar hone ke baad hi pata chala ke kitni shaandar ghalti huyi hai....kyonki dabba labalab tha...vo shor- o -ghul macha tha ke bas..s.ab apni apni seeton ki talaash may they....kisi ko kya parwa thi ke ek koi pareshani may hai. 

Aisey mey kisi ne pukara."suniye .yehan baith jaaiye. Ghazala ne mud kar dekha koyi student tha jo apni aadhi seat offer kar raha tha...ghazala ghanimat jan kar tik gayi seat par...

Pura dabba students se bhara tha...shayed koyi collage trip tha....dhama chokdi machi huyi thi...aur yeh hungama use accha lag raha tha...kaafi dinon baad itna gulzar mahol dekhne ko mila tha....befikri ke ye rang uski zindagi mey ankha they.

Ghazala sharmayi simti huyi baithi thi....kab aise haalat se sabikha pada tha....khuda ka karam tha jo itni bhi jaga milgayi....koyi meharban to mila warna kaun kahan kisi ko poochta hai is afratafri mey....

Vo ladka na jane kab se ghazala ko ektak dekhe jaraha tha...hairan o pareshan khubsurat si yeh ladki kitni anokhi lag rahi thi.s..ab se juda sab se alag....uski madhbhari ankhon mey kitni kahaniyan chupi theen...uske khubsurat hont saari daastan seene mein dabaye ek bekaran khamushi liye sitam dha rahe they....us ladke ko na jaane kyon vo apni si lagi thi....bheed mey najane kaun kaun uska lams pana chahata tha...isiliye usey hifazat se apne paas jaga dedi thi....aur is tarha takhriban uspar apna haq jamaliya tha. 

Ghazala ne use muskura kar thanks kaha...tabhi usne dekha us ladke ko ghaur sey ..vo najane kyon ajnabi nahi laga use....ladke ne apna naam amar bataya....aur baaton baaton mey ghazala ko pata hi nahi chala ke ye kaunsi daastan cheed gayi hai....us ajnabi ladke ne use bolne par majboor kar diya tha....warna safar ki mulakhaton mey usne kisi se itni baaten nahi ki theen....us ladke ne pasandeedgi ki saari haden paar karleen....

Jo daastan barson se adhuri rahi jiska koyi unwaan bhi na tha aur anjam namalum....uski zuban se nikla har lafz use ghussa dilane ki bajaye hairan karta chala gaya...sach poochiye to shaad karta chala gaya .uske pyase dil ki pyaas bhadak uthi...uske bekhauf jazbon ne ghazala ko bhi apni lapet mey leliya tha....

Na jaane kyon vo apna sa laga...aur is apnaiyet ki wajah mehsus karne se bhi peshter vo bas apna hota chala gaya....baaton baaton mey usne Ghazala ke saare dard malum karliye...Ghazala jaisi sober ladki jisne kabhi kisi se dil ki nahi kahi thi....jaane vo kab kaise dil ke itne khareeb pahunch gaya tha.... 

Jo aaj tak na ho saka tha vo aaj hogaya tha...havason pe bijliyan girana padha tha aaj mahsus bhi karliya....yeh ishq hai hi aisa aatishi ke aankhon se paani ,dil mein dhuan, aur jism se chingariyan sulgaane lagta hai...aan-e-vaahid me zindagi badal gayi thi.

Ghazala ne hamesha ki tarha hont si liye...is baar bhi dil ki dil me hi rahi...sharm-o-haya ne hamesha uske khadam rokey they.....aaj bhi wahi is toofan ke liye baandh saabit huye....warna vo to usey baha legaya tha....usne in chund ghanton ke safar mey uski saari tishnagi mita di....vo jo nazar aaraha tha kahin nazar ka dhoka to nahin tha....ye kaun mil gaya tha..aur usey hi kyon...kitne sawaal arzu ban chuke they..

Safar khatam hone ko tha. na koyi ahad-o-paiman huye.....na mustakhbal ka koyi khwab tha...bas ehsaas tha to sirf judayi ke gham ka....jo kabhi kisi safar mey nahin hua tha....

Uska station aagaya tha...us ladke ne apni aankhen chupa leen...churaa li keh nahi sakti thi vo...koi ilzaam dene ko dil nahi chaha....yeh bhi tou mohabbat ki hi rasam hai...dil jisey chahe,usey apni tamaamtar bulandiyaan bakhsh deta hai...

Ghazala ne khuda hafeez kehte huye socha kaash ye safar khatam na hota....itna bharapura station veeran laga usey....vo dabbe se utri ,yeh uski zindagi ki sab se haseen aur bojhal shaam thi....

Paakar bhi na paane ka ehsaas ,ek aisa tajruba hai zindgi ka jis se guzar kar her khubsurat pal ko mehfuz kar leta hai dil...

Aur yehi tashnagi tou derd ban kar dua hogai...hmmm in behlavon ke bawajud dil ko samjha na saki thi vo.... 

Zindagi mein acchanak tufaan ki tarha aaya tha vo...use sanmbhalne ka maukha hi na mil saka na shaur ki aankhen kholne ka...use ye bhi khayal na raha ke samaaj mey uska kya mukham hai vo kisi ghar ki fard thi...sab kuch bhula diya us deewane ne...

Bekhudi ka ye ehsaas jaan leva saabit hua....

Aaj jab socha to use hansi bhi aayee ke yeh to laalach hai paane ka....kya ye kaafi nahin tha uske liye ke uska dil chahne aur chahe jaane ke maraahel se guzra hai....

Aaj bhi koyi uske liye deewana ho sakta hai...kisi ne kabhi khul kar uske jazbat nahin baante they aaj tak...koyi saath nahi dhadka tha....

haaye,kyon aaye tum meri zindagi mein? vo pyaas jo dab gayi thi, vo aas jo dam tod gayi, thi vo khwaab jo tut gaye they ,vo zindagi jo kho gayi thi ,vo dil jo khamosh ho chuka tha,aaj phir se use apni meharumiyon ka shiddat se ehsaas dila raha tha. 

Aah is ehsaas ko kaise jiyegi vo..........

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Dusri Qist

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Aaj mosam pe phir se jawani aayi thi…bekhaber angdaiyaan khayamat se kam nahi theen…achanak boonda bandi bhi shuru hogai….ye mosam bhi bheeg gaya tha uske dil ki tarha …ye mosam use bahut pasand tha…।

Aaj uski ankhon may nami ki jagha khawbon ne leli……vo khwab na jaane kab se taras rahe the uski veeran ankhon may sama jane ko…..usey darr lagne laga tha in khwabon se….kyon ke ye usey kabhi bhi raas nahi aaye they….

Us haseen safer ke baad ghazala ki zindagi badal gai thi…..ab vo na zindon may shumaar thi na murdon may…..aur raat din ankhon se wahi behta tha jo rag rag may sama gaya tha…..jo bhulaye nahi bhulta tha….vo pal javeedan hogaye they…aur vo unhen bade pyaar se sanbhale huye thi………..sab se chupa ke………aisa kyon hota hai kisi mohabbat bhare dil ke saath…..shayed mohabbat aandhi ki tarha hi aati hai zindagi may……

Ghazala ne asmaan ki taraf dekha..goya khuda se kuch poochna chahati ho…Maula.mujhe meri mohabbat baksh kyon nahi deta…kya mujhe chahne chahe jaane ka haq nahi….ab jo bhi mila teri hi to marzi thi…to phir ye dard kyon…….ek inbisaath ka lamha kyon nahi…..kab mile hain ye jawab jo aaj milte usey….waqt ke saath bahti rahi vo………

Achanak khuda ko us per taras aagaya……………

jise dhunda gali gali vo tere astan may tha .

mere mehboob ka zikr teri dastan may tha

Vo ek din achanak aise mila jaise pyaasey ko saawan………jaise tadap ko kharar……………vo meri zindagi may baras gaya…………..jo socha na tha vo hogaya tha………………faasilon ka matlab badal gaya....ek aisa khurb haasil hua jis may judai ka koi amkaan nahi…..abdi khushi baksh gaya vo……un thaki hui ankhon ka saara intizaar ek haseen kahani ban gaya…..

Aah……ajab kahani hai, jo betaabiyon ki zubaani hai…aaj jana ishq hota kya hai..paana kis ko kehte hain……dil may basna aur basaa lena ek aisi taabir ban gaya jiska her rukh roshan tha……………

Mere mehboob ka jalwa ankhon may aisa samaya ke phir kisi ke deedar ki hasrat baakhi na rahi………aur ek vo zindagi shuru hui jahan surur hi surur tha…..yaadon ke un palon ka jo dil may guzarne lage…….aur sabse badi baat yeh thi ke Usey ghazala k ek ek ansoo ki khabar thi, uski saari tadap se ba-khaber tha vo….ye kaafi tha uski rooh ki aasudgi ke liye…………..