Aain-e-mohabbat

Ek aur tajruba zindgi ka....kisi aur ki zindgi may uthne waale tufanon ka tajziya karna..be-basi ki intiha ko mehsus karna..aye kaash hamaare ekhtiyaar may hota maqbul dua karna..shayed hai bhi..hota bhi...aur hum hain ke khud ko us qaabil banaane ki sayee tak nahi karte..karte bhi kyon kar...humen khud ke ghumon say fursat kahaan...khud ke zakhmon say araam kahaan...yehin tou vo sabaq sikhaaye jaate hain jahaan insaan apni meraj paa sakta hai...aur insaan hona hi is baat ki daleel hai..ke maalik ka karam usi ke bandon ke haathon say karwaaye jaate hain..ke usi ne insaan ko khilaafat dekar duniya may bheja...


Ek dafa baba ne kaha tha ke insaan ko uski ghalatiyon ki saza uski aulaad ke derd say milti hai...ye baat her qadam per yaad ati rahi...maa baap ko jub bhi apni aulad ke ghum may mubtila dekha..kaash saza itni kadi na hoti...nahi nahi ab aisa bhi nahi hai ke insaan ki bardasht say baahar usey koii derd sonpa jaaye....intiha say say pehle uski rehmat ki ibtida ho hi jaati hai kyon ki rab say apne bande ki taklif dekhi nahi jaati...jis tarha maa apne bache ki pehli pukaar per lubbaik kehti hai ..wahi uske ghaffar hone ka sabut hai..wahi uski rahimi aur karimi ki gawah hai...


Gharz pehli chot lagne say peshter hi ehsaas karayaa jaata hai ke hum kub aur kahaan ghalath saabit huye...kub apni gharz ka shikar huye...kub apni zimmedari say peeche hatey..kub apna ferz sahi taur per sahi waqt per nahi nibhaaya...magar vo kaifiyet jo is ehsaas ke dauraan nasib hojaati hai aziyetnaak hoti hai...ke iski lapet may tou saare apne pyaare aajaate hain...aur un pyaaron say hum keh bhi nahi paate ke unki is halaath ke zimmedaar hum hain hum jo unhen jaan say zyada pyaar karte hain wahi unki zindgi say khilwad karte hain....kaash kaash rab is ehsaas ke safar say bhi peshter apne bande ko thaam leta usey haqeeqat safar ki samjha deta......usne badi fursat say soch samajh kar insaan ki takhlikh ki aur uske rubaru duniya ko pesh kar diya...ab insaan apni himaqat ka sabut de tou rab bhi kya kare..bande ki madhoshi ka yehi ek ilaaj hai...aur chot ke lagne ka ehsaas hona is baat ka sabut hai ke abhi zindgi baaqi hai...ab bhi zindgi sanwaari jasakti hai..ab bhi uski mohabbat ko imaan banaya jaasakta hai..ab bhi apne pyaaron ko bachaaya jaasakta hai...