Pehli baar

Zindgi ka carvan bandhe usulon per tha rawaan dawaan...sab kuch aam tha....aam sa...dilon ko hamesha khaas lamhon ka intizaar hota hai...kahin zindgi usi kay naam hoti hai ,kahin yon hi zindgi tamaam hoti hai..phir bhi isi intizaar ka naam hi hai zindgi...yehi tou lutf deta hai....intizaar....khwaab taabir say zyada haseen hote hain..kyon ki taabir ki umr mukhtasar hoti hai...aur khwaab lazawaal hote hain...inka silsila kisi rukawat say nahi rukta....ye qila kisi kay aage nahi jhukta.....tou bas phir ek dil nay yehi raasta khud kay liye chun liya....jiski koii manzil nahi aisa hi ek safar usne chun liya.....bas phir kya tha...raah thi kay mili jaa rahi hai...raahi hai ke chala jaa raha hai....mod hain kay mile jaa rahe hain...saaye hain kay saath chod jaa rahe hain....

Bas aisa pehli baar hua tha..ek umr qaid kay qaidi ehsaas ko eklakht jub rihaai nasib hojaaye tab us waqt  ka haal shaayed koi lafz bayaan bhi nahi kar sakta...bas yehi hua....pehli baar rooh sairaab huii thi...kuch tou aisa ghata tha...ke saarey bandh darwaaze eklakht khulte chale gaye...aur saara wajud ek lamhe may sakun paa gaya...kya yehi takmil ka taqaza tha...kya isi asudgi ka naam khushi hai...duniya ki koi khushi jis ehsaas ko sairaab na karsaki...jo ek had usey umrbhar tishna rakhti rahi...uski tishnagi us lamhe ki daryaft say sair hogaii.....Aah ! khwaab kehte hain nahi ye vo nahi....haqeeqaten muskura rahi hain ke yehi zindgi ki haqeeqat hai....

Ab koii bataaye bhi ke ehsaas kahe jub yehi lamha jahaan tu nay khud ko chua yehi teri zindgi ka pehla lamha hai...tab koi kya samjhe....koi kya soche...koi kya jaane....ab tak jo cuti vo zindgi thi ke khwaab tha....kya ye lamha un thaki thaki musafaton ka jawaab hai....kya vo khwaab mahaz khwaab they...ya ane waali zindgi ka pesh khima they....ye hikmaten insaan ko uski haqeeqaten samjhaane ke liye amal may laai jaati hain...bandh aankhon say jo nazara ho vo haqeeqat hai...khuli aankhon say aksar dil, fareb khate hain....per ye fareb dilfareb hote hain...insaan tou hamesha say husn ka shidaii hai....usne gar husn-e-haqeeqi  ka nazaara karleta tou phir shaayed kahin aur uski nazar hi na uthey....ke vo lafaani hai...na uska koii saani hai....