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Sunday, July 29, 2012

Darr




Ye kaisa darr tha jo sab ku dara raha tha..aakhir insani nafsiyaath ki ye girah khule tou kaise....kaun samjhaaye us ko jo samjhna hi nahi chahta...kyon ki samajhdari may kaii qasaare jo they....jaan bujh kar anjaan bane rehna lutf andoz hone ka mauqa tha....dusron ki kasmakash, hichkichahat ko unki kamzori maan kar hiz uthaana ek nafsiyati beemaari ke ilawa aur kya hosakta tha....magar vo zehen jis per perda pada hua ho vo bhala apne siwa dekhe bhi tou kya.....so khudi ke daayere say bahar niklne ka un ka bhi koi programme nahi tha...jinhen sab pyaar say Sughra bi bulaaya karte they....

BI Sughra apni noviyet ki ek hi theen....unhon ne apni ghar ki auraton say jo haasil kiya usi ko apnaya....vo ye bhul gayeen ke vo sab unhen kitna napasand tha, vo waqt jo unper bhaari tha usey halka karne ka ye mansuba unki aaqibat kharab karne per tula hua tha vo ye kahaan soch samajh paai theen....vo bhul gayeen ke unki buzurg khwateen apne waqton ki maari huii theen...aur ye un waqton ki zad may aai huii apne aane waale waqt ko wahi tohfa dena chahti theen jo unhi gaye waqt say mila tha.

Halaanke waqt ka taqaza tou ye tha ke gaye waqt say behtreen sabaq haasil kiye jaate aur aane waale waqt ko sanwaarte....per ye kotah dimaaghi ki aalatareen misaal thi ke faazil waqt ki tafreeh dusron ki zindgi ko nishaana banaa kar ki jaaye....unki hansti kehelti zindgi ko apni zeheni azudgi ki khaatir zad-o-kob kiya jaaye....

Ab aap sochte honge aakhir ye bi soghra ne aisa kiya kya hoga...jiski tamheed may itni nafsiyaati girahen kholi gayeen...tou haan tou dosto.....inke aala mansab ka wahed ezaaz inke bete they....jinhen inhon ne apni hukumat ka takht-o-taaj bana rakha tha....aur ye usme laal ban kar jud gaii theen...aur maare fakhar ke phule na samaateen theen....khuda ne karam kiya tha beton say nawaaz kar...aur bi soghra bete paa kar sitam karne per tul gaii theen....ab ye inki samajh ka pheir tha ya dimagh ka fitur..

Kehte hain jaisi Maa waise bache...yehaan bhi maamla kuch aisa hi tha..bachon ne maa ke vo rang dekhe jo zaahir they....andar chupi huii ek aur soghra bi ka unhen patta chalta bhi kaise....vo tou gaye waqton ki maari soghra thi....jo dabe paaun aane waale waqt ki taak may baithi theen..unke ladke bechaare apni qismat say anjaan aankhen moonde khuda rasul sllam ke fermaan per qaayem they...ye ek behtreen fale tha...magar maa apne ferz say muh phere baithi theen ..unhen sirf apne haq manwaane aatey they...unhon ne islaami shariyet ka yehi fayeda uthaaya ...apne beton ko gumraah karti raheen aur unhen haq say ghaafil kardiya....itne fermabardar bete aur haq say munharif ho kaise sakte they....maa ne unke akhlakh-o-adaat ka beda yon gharaq kiya  ke unhin apni soch ke mutabiq dhaal kar unki apni khud ki soch  say begaana kar diya...ek tarha say un teenon ko ek aurat ki kotah andeshi ney deewana kar diya.....

ek ek kar ke teenon ladkon ki shaadiyaa ki unhon ne.....peheli bahu ney apni maa ki hikmaton ko apna kar bi soghra ke panje say rihaii haasil karli....dusri bahu aai ...usey bi soghra ko samjhne may saal lage....usne apni raah li aur bi soghra ku nazar andaz kar ke jeena seekh liya...teesri bahu aai jo seedhi saadhi thi ...usne buzargon ki tazeem ko hamesha apna ferz samjha...yehaan tou shauhar ki maa theen...teesri bahu nadan nikli...ji haan ji haan karte karte usne khud ko faramosh kar diya....phir bhi soghra bi ke changeezi andaz may koi faraq nahi aaya...vo kabhi khush na hoteen na khushi ka izhaar karteen...naii naveli dulhan ka laad karne ki bajaaye apne naaz uthwaati rehteen...beta tha ke junnat haar jaane ke dar say apni biwi ke huquq talf kar raha tha..

".khuda ne ye junnat ka wada isliye nahi kiya tha ke uska banda us say ye junnat her qeemat per talab kare."..uski sherton may koi haqtalfi nahi thi...na hi na insaafi...uska tou seedha seedha hisaab hai...kar bhala tou ho bhala....yehaan ek aurat ki fitrat ne kaii auraton ki zindgi maliamate kar rakhi thi....aur us aurat ne apne maa hone ka naa jaayez faayeda uthaaya tha....usne apne ladkon ko badi khushaslubi say unki biwiyon ka haakim bana daala aur khud un per hukumat karti raheen...

Aap poochenge shauhar ka haakim hona kahaan ghalath hai....per hitleri tou ghalath hai na....taana shahi tou dhaandli hai na....unke raaj may biwi ko roti kapda aur makaan ke iwaz kaat ki gudiya bana liya gaya...jisey sirf" ji "kehne ki azadi thi...aur is tarha ek zee shaur ladki ka dum in ke darmyan pis kar ghutne laga.....uski aqal inkaari thi aur uska mizaj inkisaari tha....vo khamosh bhi thi aur beqarar bhi....

ye kasmakash khuda ko pasand na aai..usne is khamoshi ko shor may badalne ka intizaam kar daala....ab shor zaruri tha...kyon ki insaaniyet say be bahra huye logon ki samaa-aton per zarb lagana maqsood tha...usne apni hikmat ka anokha rang dikhaaya...ke khamoshi ko bhi bolna raas aagaya....haq ne jub apni awaaz uthaii tou zulm bilbila utha...uski ana per lagi kaari zarb ne usey bhadka diya....aakhirkaar ehsaas ke daras khul gaye....izhaar na sahi iqrar na sahi aankhon ki nadamat kaafi hogaii....muafi ek lamha hai...nadamat umrbhar ka ehsaas....jo bhulaaye nahi bhulne deta..khuda kare ke unki aage ki zindgi khushgawar guzre....aaiye aap aur hum dua karen...Ameen...

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