Jub uske rishte ki baat chali tab uske khayaal ne jast itni surrat say lagaii ke usey khwab aur haqeeqat may tameez hi na rahi...na ghaur karne ki muhallat hi mili...yon ek khwaab pareshaan mazeed pareshaan hone ke liye tayaar hone laga....Ab ye tou aap samajh hi gaye honge ke aqal-o-faham ka wahaan guzar hi nahi jahaan dil-e-nadaan ki arzoo ne jaal bicha rakha ho....So Rukhsaar ne apne rukhsaaron ki laali inhi ghaflathon ke naam ki.....apni deewangi ki yon subah-o-shaam ki.....Apne humsafar may usey kis cheez ki talaash thi ....usey kaisa humsafar chahiye tha...uske dil ki kya chahat thi...ye sab sirf is khayaal ne bhula diya ke uske sisakte subah-o-shaam ko naya asmaan milne waala tha.....uske ansune adhure jazbaat ko ek naii zameen milne waali thi....per vo bhul gaii thi ke aane waala kal aur kaii naye naye tajrubaat liye uska muntazar hai...
Yon ek deewani,kahaani huii....yon ek kahani andekhe andeshon ki zubaani huii..Log bhala vo nigah kahaan say paate jo haal ka aane waala kal jaan leti..usi tarha Rukhsaar ke gharwaalon ne bhi tamaam andeshon ko balaa-e-taaq rakh kar Rukhsaar ka faisla kiya...Rukhsaar ki zehni kaifiyet ajib mod per thi....Aane waale pal sansani-khiz zaruru they per andeshon say bharpoor....usey kya patta tha ke uski yehi kasmakash usey humsafar ban ke mil gaii hai..Zindgi ko tou her haal may guzarna hota hai...Koii rukna chahe, koi mud jaana chahe bhi , uske ekhtiyar may kahaan hota hai uski lagaamen thaamna, uski raftaar ko rokna....uske bas may nahi hota....yehi bebasi zehni koft ka sabab banti hai...yehi zehni koft jadojahad ke maraahil taye karti huii ek zindadil hasti ko kaii hisson may baant deti hai..yon Rukhsaar but gaii apni hasti may....
Waqt ka carvan badhta raha....her pal kuch na kuch naya milwata raha....Rukhsaar ne apne tamaam khwabon ki tabeer apne bachon ko sonpi...Unme usne apne vo jazbaat widiyet kiye jo usne apnon may dekhna chahe they, jahaan usey vo na mil saka tha jiski vo mutlaashi thi...ek saada aur nafees mehekti huii zindgi...jiski khushbu nasal dar nasal muntaqal hoti rahe....Uski umrbhar ki yehi koshish rahi aur kamyaab bhi huii..Khudavand ne uski jahad ko qabul kiya aur Uski dua maqbul huii..
Zindgi waqt ke saath badalti hai,waqt ka alag hisaab rakhti hai...Phir usne waqt ki maang ansuni kardi...Usne apne siwa sab ke dil sune...Usne phir apni khushion ko peeche choda...uski aankhon may unki khushiyaan sitaara they jo uski aankhon ka taara they...Yon phir dil-e-nadaan ne khud ko manwa liya...Apne bachon ki zindgi ka faisla bhi dimagh say nahi dil say kiya...Aur phir say usne apni kotah andeshion ka phal paaya...Ab kya hosakta tha....usne apne Aqa ka ek wateera hamesha apnaya tha hamesha hi...wada nibhana....zubaan-o-dil ka paas rakhna ...kisi ki khushi ka khayaal rakhna...yon ek dil kaii dilon ki khushi ki chah may maara gaya....
Aaj vo kaii rishton may buti apni hasti say bichad gaii thi...Aaj vo apni Bahu ki Saas nahi thi...bulke vo aaj bhi bahu hi thi..kyon ki usne tou rishton ki taqdeer likhne waale say apne liye kisi buland rutbe ki khahish jo nahi ki thi......Na usey hukumat raas aasakti thi...ke uske mizaj ke ansar khushdil they...vo sab ko eksi chahat dena chahti thi...Aise may ye tou hona hi tha...Tamaam rishton ki ummiden us say yon wabasta hogayeen ke vo un ummidon ke darmyaan dub kar faramosh hogaii...Aur sab ku uski yon adat pad gaii ke unhon ne usey apni zindgi ka ek kalpurza bana liya...jisey na dil ki shikayet hosakti thi na jazbaat ki....
Vo bahu ban kar jub apne sasural gaii thi tab bhi usne yehi socha tha mohabbat say dil jeete jasakte hain...per vo dil jinka naam sasuraal hai ek aisa qila they jisey jazbe taskhir na karsakte they....phir bhi najaane kyon unse mohabbat kum na huii...yaane marz badhta gaya joon joon dawa ki....Jub apni baari aai sasuraal may tabdil hone ki tab bhi yehi khayal tha ke maine jo boya hai wahi phal dega.....magar yaan bhi ek faseel khadi mili...hisaab-o-kitaab ki chopdi thama di gaii...ke ye had teri hai...vo had meri hai..."Hamaara" tou kuch bhi nahi hai...Rukhsar ne tou saara jag jeetne ki tamanna ki thi...yehaan tou chund dil bhi na haath aaye...jinper uska haq tha unhon ne bhi usey uske haquq say mehroom kardiya....Ye khwab nahi tou kya hai jo haqeeqat say koson door lagta hai....
Jo hukumat usne kabhi sochi bhi na thi....vo un rishton ne usper ki jinhen khud may jazb karlene ki tamanna thi..Jinme apne ansar ke nishaan dekhe they unsay apne liye chund lamhe "apne say" chahe they usne...kya kabhi aisa bhi hoga...Hosakta hai..Gar Khuda chahe...
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