Najat-Dahinda

Saara aaj bhi achanbe may thi kal bhi hairaan thi..khwab-o-gumaan say parey ek aisi haqeeqat ki shahid hona kisi ezaaz say kum nahi tha...ye tou mominon ki meraaj hai...Hum say deewanon per ye karam kaise hogaya...Ya Allah tu jisey chahe nawaz dey...jisey chahe nakar de...uski her yaad itr-o-gul ki tarha aaj bhi mehekti hai...aur wahi gul baar baar uske khayaalon may khilte rahe...hatta ke her din ke her pal ko mehkaate rahe...maano zindgi ko naya mafhum mil gaya ho...

Vo chehra kyon jaana pehchana sa laga...Jub ke mulaqat bilkul pehli thi...per unsiyet ka ehsaas jaana maana tha...Akhir ye raaz kya tha...Khair waqt ne itni muhallat hi kahan di ke is baat per mazeed ghaur karte..uske baad jo bhi ghata badi tezi say aur be-ekhtiyar...Saarey ekhtiyarat chin liye gaye...bas munjamid soch per ek hi ghulba tha...ke aisa kya ho jis say mai hamesha uski humnasheen rahun..uski sohbat may khudfaramoshi ne sama-aten tez kar di theen...Ankh thi ke mahu-e-khwab thi dil huma tun gosh...Shayed honi ko yehi manzur tha...magar saahir ko khud khabar nahi ke seherzada bakhabar bhi tha aur bekhabar bhi...

Bekhabri tab talak thi jub talak betabi thi.aur ye tou bakhshi gaii thi..kada imtihan tha...jub ke sawal hi na samajh may aaya ho tou jawab kahan say milta...Jub talak khahishen sawaali theen tab talak faham ko aram tha...aur usey kisi jawab ki justaju bhi na thi...kyonki muddua bas itna tha rubaru-e-yaar zuban tak na hile...bas saans chale aur dhadkan ki khabar bhi na ho...per baatin ki sargoshi bhi vo sun liya karta tha...her tashveesh jo aah tak ka safar bhi na kar paati thi uski ankhon may nazar aajaaya karti thi...Aisa kyon kar hojata tha...is sawal say bhi azad tha dil ka yaqeen...ke yehi hai vo...mera najat dahinda....mujhe gardab say nikalne aaya hai...meri dubti nayya ko paar lagaane aaya hai...

Jub say saara ne hosh sanbhala Khuda ko uske her derd ne pukaara...wahi ek aisa dost tha jo bin bataye samajh liya karta hai aur mushkilon may aram diya karta hai...ke uski takhlikh us say kahan juda hai...uski rooh ban ke jo rah raha hai ye wahi khuda hai..Barson ki pukaar ka jawab khushnuma shakal le chuka tha...aksar jawab mujasim bhi hote hain ye jaana usne...aur jub inayet shakal lene lagti hai tab paane waale ka daman phailne lagta hai...maang shadeedtar ho jaati hai..aur ye inayet tou sirf ehsaasaath per huui thi....per is dil ko kya kahiye jisey baat aate aate samajh aati hai....per teer tou kamaan say nikal chuka tha..shikaar aur shikaari dono shikaar hochuke they...ab jub ke safar ehsaasath ka hai jaari rahega....

Ek Baagh Sunehri.................

deewaanaa banaanaa hai to deewaanaa banaa de

warnaa kahiiN taqdeer tamaashaa naa banaa de

Raah chalte raah ka mil jaana mumkinaath may say hai  ,kya aisa hosakta hai, haan aisa hua bhi..raah mil gaii thi...aur is safar aur manzil ke darmyan nafsiyaat ke saare sabaq padh liye they usne....Akhirkar mohabbat aur khahishon ka farq samajh may aa hi gaya usey..khahishen be-chain karti hain aur mohabbat sukun ka sabab ban jaati hai..Ab ye waqt waqt ka taqaza hai ke dil kis ki taraf raghib hota hai, kub khud ko sahi taur per samajh paata hai..Ke aye dil tujhe kya chahiye....nasha chahiye ke derd chahiye....nasha tou madhoshi ki raah per lejaayega...aur madhosh ke haath kuch nahi aayega....Derd  kabhi madhosh hone nahi dega....bakhabar rakhega.....ke kub mafhum miljaaye asli zindgi ka..jahaan sirf ek hukumat chalti hai...jahaan her khoobi iradon may palti hai..jahaan her subah ek naya paigham le kar  milti hai....

Aam say logon ki aam si baaten hoti hain...Vo bhi bas aam si aurat thi...apni duniya may simti huii , khwab dekhti, khwab may hi khwab ki tabir dhundti, haqeeqaton say jujhti,khud faramosh si...zindgi tou waqt ka saaya hai..chali jarahi thi tez raftar...khwab tabir haqeeqat in sab ka dayera bhi phailta jaraha tha...bas faraq sirf itna tha kabhi khwab apne liye dekhe they ab apnon ke liye dekhti...unki tabir khwabon may kaise paa sakti thi...unke liye tou tag-o-dudh karna thi...kiye jarahi thi..

KHUDA KHAMOSH DEKH RAHA THA KUB SAY USKI MUKHTALIF MUNTASHAR KHAHISHON KO...KEHTE HAIN QABULIYET KI EK GHADI HOTI HAI USKA MILNA ABHI BAAQI THA...

Ek din vo bas chali jarahi thi apni dhun may..khachakhach bheed thi ke chatne ka naam nahi le rahi thi..kisi ka haath uske jism say mas hogaya...vo lams naya tha jis say vo ab tak anjan thi...aur vo lams goya ehsaas tha is baat ka ke insan apne nafs ke aage kitna kamzor hai...lamhati luzzaton ne uski sochne samajhne ki salahiyeton ko gum kar diya...bas aise hi ek ehsaas ne us say kaha ho na ho ye meri taqdeer thi jiski vo kub say muntazar thi ke kabhi tou vo mujh say aa milegi...kabhi tou mai uski aghosh may ji uthungi...kabhi apne hosh lungi...kabhi uske hosh lungi...

Vo nadan kahan jaanti thi waqi vo uski qismat hi thi jo uski puri zindgi badalne aai thi...Uski soch ka her zaviya, uski zindgi ka mahavir, uski khahishon ka maqsad, uske khwabon ka matlab...uski koshishon ki haqeeqat....Ab uske derd ko dawa karne ka waqt aagaya tha...uski tamaam aziyeton ka azala yon kiya gaya....Ek haqeeqat sarab ke bhes may pesh huii....uski haqeeqat say usey milaya gaya....fareb say hi sahi usey raah-e-mohabbat per chalaya gaya...phir uski nazron say perda uthaya gaya....machalna tou tifl ka shewa hai...tadapna tou nadanon ka pesha hai....be-qarar qarar paana hi nahi chahte...warna apni be-qararion say faraar paa lete..."jub khuda meherban hota hai tab kahin jaa kar koi insan, insan hota hai...warna usey sirf insan hone ka guman hota hai."

Yon zindgi samjhaane bazaat-e-khud mohabbat chal ke aai thi...Aah...kaisi sunehri qismat usne paai thi...her vo khwab jisne subah ki tamanna hi nahi ki thi, is haqeeqat ke ujaale may kho kar gum hogaya...Her maang dil ki pasheman hogaii...her arzu ne sar jhuka liya...Arzoo ne kaha "mai hun zarur magar wahan tu hi tu hai"..

Darasal khushi insan ke apne andar hi hoti hai aur hum usey her kahin khojte rehte hain...Halaanke ye dene ka naam hai..Khushi paane ka nahi khushi baantne ka naam hai....jub kahin koi noor ka haala kisi chehre ku munawar karta hai tab waqi dil may chaand uter aata hai...