Ek Baagh Sunehri.................

deewaanaa banaanaa hai to deewaanaa banaa de

warnaa kahiiN taqdeer tamaashaa naa banaa de

Raah chalte raah ka mil jaana mumkinaath may say hai  ,kya aisa hosakta hai, haan aisa hua bhi..raah mil gaii thi...aur is safar aur manzil ke darmyan nafsiyaat ke saare sabaq padh liye they usne....Akhirkar mohabbat aur khahishon ka farq samajh may aa hi gaya usey..khahishen be-chain karti hain aur mohabbat sukun ka sabab ban jaati hai..Ab ye waqt waqt ka taqaza hai ke dil kis ki taraf raghib hota hai, kub khud ko sahi taur per samajh paata hai..Ke aye dil tujhe kya chahiye....nasha chahiye ke derd chahiye....nasha tou madhoshi ki raah per lejaayega...aur madhosh ke haath kuch nahi aayega....Derd  kabhi madhosh hone nahi dega....bakhabar rakhega.....ke kub mafhum miljaaye asli zindgi ka..jahaan sirf ek hukumat chalti hai...jahaan her khoobi iradon may palti hai..jahaan her subah ek naya paigham le kar  milti hai....

Aam say logon ki aam si baaten hoti hain...Vo bhi bas aam si aurat thi...apni duniya may simti huii , khwab dekhti, khwab may hi khwab ki tabir dhundti, haqeeqaton say jujhti,khud faramosh si...zindgi tou waqt ka saaya hai..chali jarahi thi tez raftar...khwab tabir haqeeqat in sab ka dayera bhi phailta jaraha tha...bas faraq sirf itna tha kabhi khwab apne liye dekhe they ab apnon ke liye dekhti...unki tabir khwabon may kaise paa sakti thi...unke liye tou tag-o-dudh karna thi...kiye jarahi thi..

KHUDA KHAMOSH DEKH RAHA THA KUB SAY USKI MUKHTALIF MUNTASHAR KHAHISHON KO...KEHTE HAIN QABULIYET KI EK GHADI HOTI HAI USKA MILNA ABHI BAAQI THA...

Ek din vo bas chali jarahi thi apni dhun may..khachakhach bheed thi ke chatne ka naam nahi le rahi thi..kisi ka haath uske jism say mas hogaya...vo lams naya tha jis say vo ab tak anjan thi...aur vo lams goya ehsaas tha is baat ka ke insan apne nafs ke aage kitna kamzor hai...lamhati luzzaton ne uski sochne samajhne ki salahiyeton ko gum kar diya...bas aise hi ek ehsaas ne us say kaha ho na ho ye meri taqdeer thi jiski vo kub say muntazar thi ke kabhi tou vo mujh say aa milegi...kabhi tou mai uski aghosh may ji uthungi...kabhi apne hosh lungi...kabhi uske hosh lungi...

Vo nadan kahan jaanti thi waqi vo uski qismat hi thi jo uski puri zindgi badalne aai thi...Uski soch ka her zaviya, uski zindgi ka mahavir, uski khahishon ka maqsad, uske khwabon ka matlab...uski koshishon ki haqeeqat....Ab uske derd ko dawa karne ka waqt aagaya tha...uski tamaam aziyeton ka azala yon kiya gaya....Ek haqeeqat sarab ke bhes may pesh huii....uski haqeeqat say usey milaya gaya....fareb say hi sahi usey raah-e-mohabbat per chalaya gaya...phir uski nazron say perda uthaya gaya....machalna tou tifl ka shewa hai...tadapna tou nadanon ka pesha hai....be-qarar qarar paana hi nahi chahte...warna apni be-qararion say faraar paa lete..."jub khuda meherban hota hai tab kahin jaa kar koi insan, insan hota hai...warna usey sirf insan hone ka guman hota hai."

Yon zindgi samjhaane bazaat-e-khud mohabbat chal ke aai thi...Aah...kaisi sunehri qismat usne paai thi...her vo khwab jisne subah ki tamanna hi nahi ki thi, is haqeeqat ke ujaale may kho kar gum hogaya...Her maang dil ki pasheman hogaii...her arzu ne sar jhuka liya...Arzoo ne kaha "mai hun zarur magar wahan tu hi tu hai"..

Darasal khushi insan ke apne andar hi hoti hai aur hum usey her kahin khojte rehte hain...Halaanke ye dene ka naam hai..Khushi paane ka nahi khushi baantne ka naam hai....jub kahin koi noor ka haala kisi chehre ku munawar karta hai tab waqi dil may chaand uter aata hai...