Zindgi tu mojza hai haadisa nahi

Ye un dino ki baat hai jub mushkilon ki musafaton ne thaka rakha tha…aur humne us waqt waqi derd ka naam dava rakha tha….Sach…inhi se udasion ko qarar mil jata tha…inhi se mushkilon ko araam aajata tha….tanhaiion ko saathi mil jaata tha..Ghum-e-zindgi jub humsafar hojaaye phir safar ka patta nahi chalta….bas humne bhi unhi se yaari karli thi…aur unhon ne humse wada-e-wafa nibhaya bhi..…..khuda ne jub ye majra dekha…thakey mayus zehnon ke andar ek justaju jo abhi baaqi thi, wahi uske nazar-e-iltifat ka baayes ban gaii…Maabud ne apni hikmat ko amli jama pehnaya…..

April ki ek subah itni karishmati hogi kisey khabar thi…mehmanon ko lene station jana tha…us waqt ye kahaan jaante they ke aaj ka ye din sunehre hurfon se likha jaa chuka hai..aaj ka ye din ek gumnaam dil ko koii nisbat bakhshne waala hai..aur vo nisabat….ek aisa baab likhne waali thi jiska unwaan khud khuda ne chuna tha.

Mehmanon ke humraah ek naya chehra nazar aaya…baa-roub,be-niyaaz,pu-rwiqaar, roshan….us waqt nazar be-hijab na thi, so darun manzar tak rasaai na hosaki....phir bhi adab ka moqam barqarar tha..baad dua salaam un saaheb ko bhi lunch per invite kiya…mere mehmaan unki taraf ba-adab-o-ehtraam jawab-talab nazron se dekhne lage….unhon ne sarsari taur per kaha” insha Allah aayenge” Per Khuda ne chaha aur vo lunch per deegar mehmaanon ke saath hamare ghar tashreef laaye…jub vo hamare ghar may daakhil huye mujhe us subah ka ujaala mazeed roshan hota dikhai diya…us germ dopahar may shabnami thandak shaamil hogaii….aur saakt dilon may ek khushi ki leher uthi…ek aisi khushi jo abadi sakun ki peshin-goii thi. Us din ek be-niyaaz ne dusre be-niyaaz ko niyaaz-mand kar diya …

Unhen sun kar aisa laga goya sama-aten abhi tak apni sama-at ke haq se mehroom theen…Goya unhen jis baazgasht ka intizaar tha vo aaj goonji hai…Vo Jamaal gawah tha ke ye baatin ki dane hai..hum sab bas unhen sunte rahe..achanak unki nazar mujh per padi..us ba-tabbassum nazar may meri talaash ki manzil thi,raah-e-shauq,ishq-e-haqeeqi ki nishan-dahi thi …mai jo ek saada si khud may gum rehne waali abhi tak shahadat-e-karam se mehroom insaan thi..unki nazron se jaise hi nazar mili yaqeen jaaniye vo kya tha ke, ek bijli si dil may kondi…ek kapkapi si rooh per taari hogaii…ji haan jism per nahi…rooh per…khuda gawaah hai ye haqeeqat hai,haq paraston ki jaanib se atta huii hai…haq-parasti ko maslak bana gaii hai…jub saadiq logon ki sohbat nasib hoti hai tou khud bakhud unka sadq gawaah hojata hai us purnoor jazbe ka jo musaaheb ke andar paida hota hai,nashonuma paata hai..phal phul kar phal dene lagta hai..vo phal phir kahin apna beej bote hain..phir kahin ek taanawar shajar oog aata hai…ye ek aisa silsila-e-tabligh hai jahaan lafzon se nahi nigaahon se,roohaani sohbaton se kaam liya jaata hai…jahaan ehsaaas apni manzilen tayye karte hain…

Unki amad ne meri zindgi ka zaviya hi badal kar rakh diya…unki be-loos rahbari ne mujh may ek nai zindgi phoonk di…kal talak safar sirf safar tha,ab zaad-e safar bhi saath hogaya…lihaza jub bhi Allah ke kisi nek bande se mulaqaat ho tou samjh lena chahiye ke sharf Khuda ki taraf se bande ko baar baar bakhsha jaata hai..aur bande ko lamha-e-faiz kub nasib hojaaye ye sirf aur sirf us zaat-e-paak ki marzi per munhasar hai.

Waada

Pehli Qisht
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Sawera hone ko hai..bas po phatne hi waali hai...vo kaali siyaah raat chat rahi hai.asmaan apne ujale sametne ko betaab dikhai deta hai.nerm howa ke jhonke koi baat suanana chahte hain.koi sune bhi..ye khubsurat parinde apni udaan per kitne masrur hain.aur rab ka shukur ada kar rahe hain apni chachahat se...ke unhen par mile perwaaz mili.aur un nhanne munne parindon ki nazron may ye duniya bilkul ek anaaj ka daana thi.jiske liye unhen koi tag-o-dud nahi karna thi.bas jub ji chaha unki dastaras may tha ye daana..suraj bas apni kiranen bikherne hi waala hai.shab bhar ki khamoshi apni kasalmandii utar phenkne ko beqarar hai.aur vo raha chaand pyaara...usey jana kahaan hai..vo bas raat bhar ki sangaton ki daastan khud may samaye muzmahal sa tak raha hai ke mere dosto ab tumhari baari hai...maine apni nibha daali...taaron ki ankhmicholi reh reh kar yaad arahi thi usey...sare jahaan ki hairaton ka wahed jawaab hai kainaat ka kaarsaz...uske anginat pehlu..uski lazwaal rehmat..aah..shab ki intiha dekhi..subha ki ibtida hai ab..

jaari rahega..
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Dusri qist
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Kitne mah-o-saal is subah ko tarsa hai dil…kitne shab-o-roz ghaflaton may guzaar diye….kitni shaamen uljhanon ki nazar kardeen..kitni subahen shamsi na hosakeen….aaj badi muddat ke baad is fajar se nazar mili hai….is haseen ujle asmaan tale khud ko pursukun paaya hai….hmmmmm isi sakun ki chah may dilon dilon bhatka tha dil…baad muddat ke patta chala jahaan ye mila vo apna tha dil….aaj ki suhani subah keh rahi hai aaj tujh per khuda meherbaan hua hai…barson se sawaal bani zindgi ka khud jawaab ban gaya hai…hmmm is se behter kya hosakta hai.ke khuda bande se khud kehde meri atta kya hai..itne din tune khud may nahi dekha khuda kya hai.zoha ki dabi dabi in muskurahaton may bhi wahi tou simat aaya hai…jub bhi ek perda serkta naya ehsaas koi milta..aur dil-o-zehen may roshni si phailti huii kya hai….wahi tou hai…jisne apni atta ko mukhtalif waseele bakhshe…aur ek murda dil may zindgi phunkne ka zimma unhen bakhsha…..isi tehreek ko hi tou marifat kehte hain….uski pehchaan aam nahi….vo un khaas nazron ka tohfa hai…jinke zimme ye kaam sonpa gaya hai…jo ehsaas ban kar dilon may milte hain….jinhen mil gaye unke dil phir kisi subah ke kisi ujale ke mohtaj nahi rehte….roshani ka safar…shuru hojaata hai….

Zoha ne likhte likhte ser uthaya…..ya Allah..usey apna wada yaad aaya….jo usne khud se kiya tha…ab koi subah adhuri nahi hogi..ab her subah se uski mulaqat rahegi…suraj ki pehli kiran se nazar milane ki tamanna ka maqsad sirf ek raha…saari duniya may roshani bikherta hua ye uski nazron ko bhi tou chum kar aaya hai…un nazron se hi tou zindgi mili hai…unhi se mulaqat ka waada hai ye subah….ye her naii subah….ye khubsurat sunehri subah….

jaari hai.....

Ummid

Ummid yaqeen se juda hua jazba hai..gar yaqeen na ho tou ummid kahaan…vo kehte hain na ummid-o-beem ki halaath ...is kasmaksh may banda na idher ka rehta hai na udher ka…so gar ummid ka daman thaame rakhna ho tou pehle apne yaqeen ko mazbut karna hoga….pas-o-pesh may pade huye jazbaat raah bhatka jaate hain.ummid ki pehli seedhi mohabbat hai…..dusri yaqeen…..mohabbat karne wala dil hazar badgumanion ke bawajud yaqeen ko thaame rakhta hai…ummid ka safar karta hai….ye bhi kuch aise hi dilon ka fasana hai….jinhen zamaane ne sab kuch diya is ek yaqeen ke siwa….her nazar adakar..her rishta stage ……her zubaan dorangi…her lafz masnawi….ek aisa hi drama hai zindgi…..yehaan ache achon ko stage per paaya hai..jinse samaaji iqtedaron ki bagdor sanbhalne ki ummid thi…vo bhi is stage per nazar aane lage hain….banda sada se khuda ke karam ka mutlashi…in gumraah dilon may hidayet ki kiran khojta…mayusion may dubta…kabhi na khatam hone wale intizaar ka safar jaari rakhta hua….us ummid ki taraf dekhe jaata hai jiski buniyaadi haqeeqat bas itni hai….ummid ke liye kyon talaash kare tu kisi ka dil…koii nazar….gar ummid ka matlab jaanta hai dil…tu banjaa ummid ka nishaan…koii aisa jahaan…jahaan markaz ummid ka rahe tera hi dil…..gar aisa hogaya…..tou jaan le tujhe tera yaqeen mil gaya…tere hausle hojayenge jawaan…teri ummiden ban jaayengi sab ki ummidon ka jahaan….sirf chahne se gar koi baat banti agar…tere ghar pe hi mil jaate tujhe charagarh….do qadam tou badha..kuch door chal tou sahi…ek charagh tou jala…khud ko bhul jaa…dekh jabaja…kitne charagh jal uthey…ek ummid ka dia…tujhe roshan kar hi gaya……

ilaahii kamayabii rahnuma ho
koii ummiid-vaaraana chala hai

Mosam-e-Gul

Ye khush-mizaaj khush-rang gul kya keh rahe hain..dil tak paighaam kaise pahunche….jub ke yaadon may tak koi gul nahi hai..sab khaar hi khaar biche hain jaa baja…unhi ko gul maan kar hi tou qadam rakha tha…ab lahu kahaan kahaan se rasta raha kise khabar thi…paun tou bas apni raah per they..unhen to hai sirf chalna….dil ke band derwaze per jo dastak sunaii di…najane kya kya manzar dikhaye….mosamon ka aana jaana..in khushrang gulon ka itrana….lamhaati husn se arasta-o-pairasta waqt, kya tamaam dilon ko eksi khushi degaya ? khilkhilata ye mosam halaath ke tufaan se kitna be-khabar aur be-khauf tha….shaadabion per jub shabaab aata hai tou shaayed aisa hi alam hota hai…

Sabaa kho si gai in gulon ko chu kar…in ke anokhe ehsaas may kho kar…kitni tamaniyet bakhsh hai is lamha zindgi..jub mere haath inhen mehsus karte hain…ye husn zindgi ka samjha rahe hain…ye rang zindgi may bhar rahe hain..usne kitaab kholi..waan bhi ek gul tha…murjha kar bhi rang de raha tha…yaadon ka haseen pal…yehi rang uska gawah bhi…

Daanish hairanion ka ek aisa pal tha jo kabhi tamaam na ho saka…uski muskurati ankhen…uski roshan peshaani mashur kar gaii sabaa ko…aur vo kisi seher-zada ki tarha uske dil ke peeche holi thi…apna dil bhula baithi..bas usi ko khud may sada dhadakte dekha tha usne….Daanish uski kaifiyet se lutf-andoz hota…ye tayeshuda taqdeer ka lamha tha jo sabaa ki zindgi per chaa gaya….Daanish….tum kaun ho aakhir?

Ek mazhabi taqreeb may sabaa Daanish se mili….aur usne Daanish ko suna..bas useey sunti hi rahi…uske khayaalath itne khubsurat they ke zehen o-dil per chaspaan hogaye….phir pata nahi kub vo khud se bekhabar hui…jahaan khuda ko sunne lagta hai admi..wahaan aisa hi samaa hota hai…bas usne khuda ko suna…aur sunaane wale ne khuda ki mohabbat ke sath saath apni mohabbat may bhi rang liya…aur sabaa ki kaifiyet khud sabaa ke ekhtiaar may nahi thi…

"Sabaa..tumhara dil na tute isliye mai khamosh raha….mai tumhari mohabbat ka ehtraam karta hun…magar mai majboor hun…mai inkaari nahi hun is jazbe se jo tum se ho kar mujh se bhi guzra hai…magar socho..haasil ki ummid kahin ka na rakhegi..mohabbat misl-e-gul hai bas mehakti hai..mosamon ki tarha saath rehti hai..kitabon may gul ki tarha dil may mehfuz hojati hai…her mohabbat ka anjaam gulshan nahi hota..kabhi ye veranon ki bhi zeenath hai…magar mohabbat ek atal haqeeqat hai..jub kabhi gulon ke raaste se guzro ye yaad kar lena…mai inhi gulon ka ehsaas hun jo dilon ko milta hun….mai khud ke liye nahi khilta..mai in gulon may khilta hun"….

Mosamon ki tarha us se mulaqaaten raheen…tanhaii may bhi sirf uski baaten raheen….gulon se mohabbat pehle bhi thi…ab aqqdat hogaii..ab mosam-e-gul se sabaa ko mohabbat hogaii…ke vo inhi may tou shaamil tha…inhi may hai maujud….hawa usi ka paighaam laati thi..gulon may us ki mahak se milaati thi….hissiyaat ka daras they ye gul…

Sabaa….tum zindgi ka daras lo in gulon se…daras do un sabhi ko jo sirf apne liye hi khilte hain…jo kabhi kisi ko nahi milte….tum baras jaana bahaar ki tarha us dil per…jisne bahaaron ko sirf khwabon may dekha ho….tum gulshan hojana us dil ka jo gulon ke lams ko tarsa ho….ye ahaata-e-chaman dilon ki hadd hai…ye sehn-e-chaman tumhari kasoti hai..ye pholon ki kyaari tumhare karam ka phal hai…tum in sab se khubsurat ho…tum her dil ki zarurat ho..raaz-e-mohabbat jisne bhi samjha unhi ke hisse may ye gulistaan aaya…

Sabaa…ab in gulon se roz milti hai…

Edd Ki Sachi Khushi

Asmaan bhi wahi tha zameen bhi wahi…Aas paas bikhre huye halath bhi wahi….bas dil ke mosam badal gaye they…vo din khwab hogaye jub her choti si choti khushi ka intizaar ragon may bijliyaan dauda deta tha…saara aalam haseen lagta tha….

Edden kitni ayeen guzar gayeen…aur yaadon ke siwa kuch na bacha…ab ke baras bhi ye aai hai…haan mauqa hai aur ezaaz bhi…ke Rab e kareem ne her fale may ek fazilet rakhi hai..ab ke bhi ye ayegi chup chaap guzar jaayegi…..bas vo hi dil may dhadkega…khayal hi uska eed ka sabab hoga…edd ki sachi khushi us waqt hogi jub amal ko haqeeqi jama pehnaya jaayega..

Dil tou yehi chahta hai ye sauda ye junun rang laaye aur karam hojaye….amal ki rahon may banda surkhuru hojaye..meri tamanna bhi yehi kehti hai ab ke mera daman sache sitaron se damke…vo khushi jo karam ka natija ho haasil hojaye….

Hazaron khahishen aisi hain jin se agar qurbani mangi jaye tou mangne wale ko khatam karden..magar karam ka takhaza yehi tha ke haqeeqi khushi pehchani jaaye…jo dusron ko khushi dekar milti hai…yehi admiyet ki pehchaan hai…saare lawazimaat nasib hote hai magar dil bechain rehta hai..ye ishara hai adhe adhure insanon ko takmil ki jaanib modne ka….ke aye basher tu sirf tera nahi mera bhi hai…mere liye hai…aaa paana hai agar mujh ko meri rahon may aa…tera qadam gar mere liye uthe tou mai her qadam per tera hun..aur teri manzil tujh may hi hai…mai kub tujh se juda hun… jo tujh may hai mai wahi khuda hun..

Lamhe kub din bane din kub saal…in mah o saal may waqt ka her sabaq dilnasheen hogaya…sachi khushi ka matlab samjha gaya koii…zindgi kub tehrne deti hai…so guzarti rahi…aur mai apne safar may khud ko bahut kum mili…sab ki rahi…ab sab is wajud ko faramosh karchuke us ke siwa….jo rag e jaan may hai…uski nazar her lamha mujh per…meri chahton ki taraf…meri daud ki taraf…haan ab mai keh sakti hun jub mud kar dekhti hun…mujhe mili thi vo…..mujh may shaamil thi….vo her tabassum may roshan thi …hmmmmm aji wahi sachi khushi….

Likhte likhte saara ruk gaii…abhi kitna kuch baakhi hai..zindgi ne ab tak vo karwaya jo ferz tha…ab tou vo karna hai jo begharz ho….ferz aur gharz donon ka choli daman ka saath hai….her taraf ek ummid ki faseel thi..dil bas khwab may mahu tha...arzu ki hadon se nikal kar dekha to mayus kaii nigahen dikhaii deen…jo chaandni may bhi tareek theen…kya unka ujala ban sakti hun mai….shayed …koshish tou kar dekhun…tab kahin jaa kar mulaqat hogi….sachi khushi…se….wahi naveed eed hogi….

Pannon ne jub sab apne seene may samo liya…qalam ki yaseeyet phir bhi baakhi rahi....sara ki khaali ankhon may jhilmilate kurb ka samna karne ki taqat unme bhi nahi thi…phir bhi ek hausla abhi baakhi tha…hai aur rahega….dil ko vo kar guzarne ka armaan hai jo mere “muneeb” ko pasand hai…itbaa ka rasta dikhane wali babarkat hasti ki khushnudi may chupi hai khaalikh ki raza….so yehi haasil karne ka armaan hai…saara ke seene se ek tamaniyet se labrez saans azad huii…

Ehsaas

zindgi kya hai ek ehsaas ke siwa...warna is duniya may koii dilkashi kahaan..gar bashar ko dil na mila hota...yon mehbub ki khatir rab bhi na jala hota...mohabbat ehsaas hi tou hai..aur dil ehsaas ki panahgah...so mehbub ko dil de kar mohabbat bada pareshaan huii...meraaj bhi ek baar hi hisse may aai hijr ke maare ke...ye daras adam ko mile hain rab se..ye daur milta hai zindgi may ekbar sab se..vasal se haseen hain hijr may panapte ehsaasath...yehin shaur ka safar shuru ...yehin chah ki her maang fana hoti hai..derd jub raah e junun se guzre apna husn nazar aaye usko...derd sa haseen koii nahii....zindgi ke her mod per saath chalta hai...apne may hi milta hai..apnon se hi milta hai....so aye dil nigaahen chaar kar...is se....sawaal hazar kar is se...jawab bas wahi aayega...jaan kar tu ek aur derd paayega...ke shaur ka her mod tujhe intizaar ki saubaton ka matlab samjhayega....ummid ki raahon se bhatka le jayega....ke chal us jagah...jahaan...koii aas na bache baaqi...koii ummid na rahe baaqi....na koii arz zid per uter aaye...na koii tamanaa kahin machal jaaye....ek ehsaas ke siwa sab fana hojaye...nesti derd se zyada kaifageen lage.....us moqam per dil pahunch jaaye...tab itna samjh lena....ke tumhen raah e mohabbat mil gaii hai....zindgi ..... 

sabr o qarar ka dawa.....ahad o paimaan ki takrar.....iqrar ki luzzat.....meherbaan ki ek nazar.....in sab se ghaafil karde ....tab itna samjh lena....sab kuch mila hai ek khud ke khojane ke baaad...kahin koii naam tak nahi.....uski yaad aane ke baad...ek dil ke jaane ke baad...zaat ka ehsaas jub talak baaqi vasal ka amkaan nahi....aaj paaya hai ye raaz ke haan mohabbat tou bas usne ki hai....jub mohabbat apni haqeeqat se ashna karde.....aur faslon ko motbar karde...paighaam ko rahbar karde.....sohbat ka nasha hijr may paaye...vasal may dono alaam se begaana hojaye...yehaan tak ke mehbub bhi nazar na aaye....dono ki zaat ek dusre may yon madgham ho ke bas wahi ek hi nazar aaye....uski hasti may gar khud ko khoye...usko hi aye ishq tu paaye....ye ehsaas bhi mile hain us se....inko kaun samjhaye.....nazara gar chahe....apni hasti se begana hoja...derd se anjana hoja...bas tu deewana hojaa......

jisey maye ki chah hai madhoshi ki chah hai...vo jaaye us gali jahaan vo nazar sab ko mili.....jaam e mohabbat ek bund ban gaya....ek ek bund ka nasha, lagta hai maikada.....maikash ka hosh lejaye dilruba....sarmasti may jhum kar dil dar-o-deewar se uske lipat lipat jaaye...uski muskurahat apne lubon per sajaaye...dil uske qadmon may jhukta jaaye.....daman ki hawa se aram zara paaye.....phir taaumr zindgi tujhe hosh na aaye......tu verd mohabbat ka ban jaaye.....

Ek Khath Khwab Ka Khayaal ko

Azeez mere,

Salamat raho….ek tumse hi tou jahaan mera qayam hai…ek tum ne hi bhare hain rang sabhi zindgi ke khakon may….ek khwab jawan hai ankhon may…ek ummid rawan hai ankhon may…mujhko yaqeen tha .ekdin vo mujh ko sun hi lega….itna dhuan hai meri ahon may…aye dost mere tum shahid rahna….meri rudad apni zubani kehna….sada tumne meri suni…kabhi apni bhi kehna….kitne khaali chehron per shafaq bikheri hai tumne…kitne soye dilon may koii raag jagaya hai tumne…kitne khaali jismon ko ehsaas dilaya hai tumne…kya hua gar kuch paas nahi…ab aisa bhi nahi ke kahin koi aas nahi…itna samjhlo ek tumhare dil ke siwa aur koii khaas nahi…..aao meri duniya may jo chaho vo tumhara hai….ek haqeeqat ke siwa sab kuch yehaan pyaara hai…ye khayalon ki haseen nagri hai…..inka her dil dost jigri hai…..kyon na kuch der tum bhi sustalo….mehafil mehafil kahin na ukhtalo….kuch der teher jao..kahin koii tumhari janib lapke hai…kahin gar tum na uske haath aao…mar na jaaye aks koi mubham,chut na jaaye chahton ka kohra bhi….bikher na jaaye khwabon ka pehra bhi…jis simt nazar uthti hai tumko hi paati hun.tumse hi tou dil ki baat batati hun….ek darkhwast aur meri hai tumse..gar koi dil khamosh mile..anjan nadan samjhna na tum..arzu chup tou hai per dil may rehti hai…vo khud se darte darte tumse tak na kehti hai….ab tumko usme ghar karna hai…aas ka koii lamha muater karna hai….maine dekhe hain satrangi sapne…jahaan na they door door tak apne…tab tumne ek khaka banaya tha…usko maan kar maine apna apne dil may basaya tha….lamha lamha tumse milte milte is khaake may lahu apna bhar kar is ko zinagi kar kar….mai ye bhul gaii ye tou mahaz khaake hain jo tumne banaye hain...dil tou dil hai aakhir….behel kar machalta hai…gir gir kar sanbhalta hai….ek ehsaan hai tumhara mujh per…tumne her baar thama hai mujhko..tumhare kandhon per apna saara bojh rakha…..tumko bhi rula baithi hun mai…..tum bhi ghabra kar is shiddat se…mujh se juda na hojana….is junun ki manzil koii nahi…is ishq ka koii haasil nahi…is darya ka koii saahil nahi…..jo isme duba vo aaqil nahi….zehen ki takrar alag hi thi…dil tou bahar ka her manzar bhul gaya…ander jitne rang mile unse ek naya rang chuna….us rang may khud ko rang gaya….baaqi sab ab paraya hai…ek ye rang jo haath aaya hai jo tumhara saaya hai…..bas mujhe tumse itna kehna hai….chahe saara jug chute tumhen hamen saath hi rehna hai…

faqat
naina